Milkboys, Inside the Carton

I need someone to talk to right now… I Feel like I’m becoming a mess with these arguements between my mother and me…. There’s been two other familys in the past year that have expressed their willingness to take me in and adopt me as well as their love for me but my mother always cried and begged me to come back to which I offered no resistance… and even if I had the law would be on her side and force me to return home. Both of these familys were extremely poor but they had love… something I rarely experience in my family…. One family had 3 sons who became extremely close to me and all loved me in a sexual (Yet intimate) way though none of the 3 knew that the other 2 had the same feelings for me… They became some of the closest friends I’ve ever had though I’ve lost touch with them as my mom no longer allows me anywhere close to where I’d see them. The other family was a extremely christian family that I spent hardly 2 nights with before losing touch with them… my mother promised if she ever heard of me being with them again she’d use every resource in her disposal to make them lose their home… and with her job as a collection manager I don’t think that’d be hard to do to their family…. I wish I was with either of those familys right now…. I want to be in a happier place right now….