I can’t believe I’ve made it this long without him… his mothers wedding is so close yet so far (Saturday) and I’m hoping that after that all the stress of preparing for her wedding will wear off and perhaps she’ll be very happy afterward causing for her to let Nick leave the house. I can [...]
Two of the most important values to me are being caring and using your power. One happy memory I have is me at this video game place in Seattle (NERDD lol, back then I really enjoyed video games, I miss that :P) and I was REALLY far in this cool game where the game reacts [...]
Even things he dosen’t ask I want to do for him. I know I”m attractive but unless I keep working hard chances are slim I’ll improve. I hate working out because there’s no instant gratification but I will because that’s the only way I can look better for you. I Love you Nick Eggen and [...]
My life is love, things are so magical when me and Nick are together, it’s so different then just being alone doing things. Things don’t feel like they’re even an fraction of how fun they were with Nick around, Brandon being around gives an effect similar to being with Nick yet somehow nowhere near the [...]
Soo some of you may remeember Andy, I’m pretty sure I talked about my first love / best friend before on here. For those of you who don’t know he basically chose to end all contact with me to prevent other people from possibly associating him as being gay/bi (Which he seemed to be because [...]
Really the feelings when I’m with him can’t be experienced when I’m not to nearly the same degree. Some people would say that’s lust or a something along those lines but it’s just simply pure euphoria that I can’t trick myself into feeling, I actually need to be with him to reach the climax of [...]
I’ve heard that in the past Nick’s kissed quite a few girls *He’s admitted to kissing ONE on the basis he had to in order for his mom to believe it was his girlfriend and that he was into girls*… and form a guy tonight saying he’s slept with a TON of girls / had [...]
Probably tomorrow (almost today) Brandon will be spending the night at my house, I expect Nick will start freaking out thinking that he’s going to get under my pants or cuddle with me or other things I have no intentions of doing with anyone other then Nick :P. I don’t wanna make him go through [...]
Yeah today I totally FAILED at finding Nicks house :P, but when I got back to work Brandon was there! Looking at it now it seems like Brandon has a far bigger crush on me then he dose on Nick and I was dumb to worry… and I felt bad because apparently Brandon barely hung [...]
I was talking to my friend bugsy last night and he knows I”ve had horrible luck with boys in the past and I doubt I could be with any potential (or in this case wonderful) boyfriend without thinking I’ll get hurt. He’s been telling me that He’s seen Nick and Brandon EVERYWHERE lately and thinks [...]
