Ten Interesting Facts!
1. I’m incredible at video games, I’m a natural at any videogame I play and have lead and just recently joined professional video gaming teams. 2. I’ve dabbled in modeling a bit 3. I recently started wearing briefs and they are far superior to boxers (
+ Hopes with Tyler
+ Shopping Today
+ Getting Closer with Certain Freinds
+ Working out
+ Making Homophobes less Homophobic
+ Joined a MLG Team
- Dad having (another) stroke
- Mom is still the same alcoholic abusive parent
- Still no love
- Alcoholic?
- Feel inferior
- Giving up on Chris
I was scared about writing some stuff on this blog because.. I had lit linked on my myspace for a bit and I was scared someone could see this and ruin my hopes.
Well I liked this guy Chris from my school, all signs point to him liking me… but his friends are all homophobes [...]
Been having a interesting time lately and… had some ups, quite a few downs, and a wonderful time especially yesterday soo.. I’ll be writing a big post / multiple posts later today
Yeahh… this pic is going to get deleted when I wake up a lil more :P. Perhaps I”ll take a better one? I want to try to put more intimate stuff into this blog about love and stuff… So think of this as a temporary post. I love people, I wish someone would love me. [...]
Last night was… AWESOME! I was at this business nearby where I live, you basically pay $20 and you can stay the entire night and play video games with a ton of random people (well friends for me since I know EVERYONE there)…
Well Evidently I don’t know everyone because I met some awesome new people [...]
Yeah I seem to be a quitter at heart :P, bravery isn’t something easy to come by in people my age and I could not bring myself to invite “him” over. Instead I’m partying with some friends tomorrow night… and I’ve gained a new “bad habit”, not all is bad as it seems though! This [...]
Here are the first three “real” poems I’ve written… by real I mean when I wrote them I was overflowing with emotions that mean the world to me from when I wrote them and even today, they will never fade from my heart.
I’m afraid
I can’t look your way without my body freezing,
Whenever I’m [...]
I found an article on… “Conversion”, it was really interesting and gives me ideas on what to do with my own love life (as long as I don’t lose my nerve before attempting it). Conversion… the act of turning one thing into another, or in this case turning a heterosexual into a homosexual. I [...]
Seriously I can’t stand bullshit like that “darker skinned” person from two days ago who started shit today too. “Faggot as homo”, yeah you asy shit when you walk past, I want to kill the fucker or get the legal system on his ass.
Murder means that I’d be the one who’d have to do time [...]
